It has been a while, myself & manya had not bee apart and whensoever she has some plan with her mom to go on long vacation....this thought of manya going away from me shatters me big time. And some how i been very protective and caring i always fear if i am not along she might end up with trouble.
I am not saying that her mom or grandparents wont care or are less affectionate but some how i feel manya is more safe with me.
Anyhow i cant go along with them due to some office plan and between my mom is coming as well but i wish i could be along. Today manya's mom is not keeping well and i am not very comfortable sending her too but cannot express my feeling as for her its a family gathering and sometimes its important to be with own family alone, spend some time have some gossips, chit chat and spend some good time together. Hence i thought y to spoil her planned vacation if i cannot go along with her.
I actually love both of them and cannot see them in trouble with manya i can immediately express my feeling but somehow-in-spite of loving my wife so much i cant express myself. May be this will be fixed later or sooner.
Well my blessing is always with my daughter. Wish them a safe and happy journey.
